AHA SHAKE HEARTBREAK

hm today so far.. john woke me up at 11, then i showered, went to dunkin w. caitlin n john, then jess came, then i went to caitlins and got my cd's back, then went home to babysit, no mi madre is home, n im doing chores, then showering again, then prolly out with caitlin millett n hopefully drinking n watching clockwork orange in someplace w. Air conditioning. Hm. well lets see. my weekend kinda sucked not in the mood to post what i did cuz im not to proud of it all. I didnt think it'd suck so bad not having shannon and julia around but man o man it does. well i hope the rest of my week goes better. Im highly doubting it will and im not in the mood to get my hopes up wich is something im really used to doing. Like lastnight then night before and the night before that. W.e not like im not used to being totally let down n crushed. w.e not in the greatest mood n i dotn wanna post something i will regret. so that all folks......<3 still